My Femcel Life

Living in a lie.
Living in- Just another day in my
Fucking factual life and I need a fucking
Boyfriend just to keep myself
alive.
Wanna cut my wrists and slice
Me to bits 'cause I'm never even enough.
Just to love you on a screen,
Are you a real human being?
Got that captcha, could
You capture this moment permanently?
Tell me that you'll never leave,
I can show you everything.
I could be all you could
Need, and when you finally get tired,
You can just leave me on seen.
They say I got daddy issues,
Need someone to hold me.
Wonder if you knew what I am,
If you would you be kinder?
See that I don't mean no harm.
Sorry, all I do is fuck up.
I'm a suicidal loser and I
Don't deserve your love.
You can click the things I
Say in chat and when I make my
Plan and end up inside of the hospital,
Break up
with me 'cause
It's good for my own mental health,
Cause I need some fucking help,
Cause I cry and beg for you
to
Stay and promise that I'll never hate.
You're like my son,
I miss him,
There's every mistake I'll ever make.
No matter what it takes,
I just want our perfect future where
They're our beautiful
Daughter and you'll
Love
her as your father.
We can smile and I'll make sure that
Her life is happy,
She won't ever hurt.
Just another day in my fucking
Factual life and I need a fucking
Boyfriend just to keep myself alive.
Wanna cut my wrists and die,
Tell me why I even try.
Tell me why I can't just give up loving,
Living in a lie.
Just another day in my fucking
Factual life and I need a fucking
Boyfriend just to keep myself alive.
Wanna cut my wrists and die,
Tell me why I even try.
Tell me why I can't just give up loving,
Living in a lie.
I know I have issues, but I
Forgive all of yours.
I try to show that I
Love you, but I only end up worse.
Tried to help you
Through every struggle,
Even when you broke my trust.
Hope you please don't make that promise
Cause you've broken my heart crust.
Just another day in my fucking
Factual life and I need a fucking
Boyfriend just to keep myself alive.
Wanna cut my wrists and die,
Tell me why I even try.
Tell me why I can't just give up loving,
Living in a lie.
Living in a
lie